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I am struggling with my job right now. I'm feeling a strong urge to quit. I don't know if this is coming from the tension with my boss. I really feel like she doesn't like me. There's a lack of communication on her part with me. I've always fit into most jobs well and got along with everyone, but this is different and it's been that way from the begining. Now she is taking stores away from me without even talking to me. I don't want to quit just because of the stress. I'm also feeling a strong desire just to be at home and free from the schedule of job. I feel like I need to be home with my boys. I'm giving it over to the Lord and praying that He will open the path that I should follow.

I Resolve.....

...to cut back on unnecessary spending (so proud of myself, I've only bought one 75% off Christmas ornament) I'm trying really hard to ask myself some questions before spending, is it necessary?, will it only cause more stress in my life when it lies around cluttering up the house? can I use something I already have instead? ...to stop buying so many magazines. Which falls into the above category! I love to read magazines because they are quick to read. I love to look at tons of decorating and craft magazines! I always think, Oh that's a cool craft, or that's a great idea, I'll save that for later. But at Christmas time, when I pulled out a box full of just Christmas magazines I had a light bulb moment. The magazines must stop. I need to put all the creative idea's and energy to work. Besides, I can always find a new inspiration on the Internet! ...to sew and craft every week in order to have enough inventory to be a vendor at a craft show in the fall. ...to plant a flower garden with my mom. Something I will have to wait a few months to start, but I really want to do this. I know it will take time, maybe a few years to have a great garden but I know it will be worth the time spent. Just a few of my own personal resolutions for me, there are other things I want to work on as a mother and wife but those would probably be too long to list.